Julie-Anne, I don’t think you’re crazy either. I think you’re incredibly in tune, intuitive and clairsentient.
When reading through your posts, I was reminded of something Molly has told me in the past re: my nerves/anxiety that is to help the butterflies fly in formation …
May you find ways to help your energy and the energies you feel “fly in formation”, as well as ways to use the gift you have in a fulfilling way.